Well Howdy!
Rough week, but great weekend. We had about 2 investigators fall out and say they don't have any
interest in meeting with us. That was pretty depressing and on the top of that
we were talking with RL and he told us he didn't think we could help him
anymore with his problems and his apartment, but that he really enjoys talking
with us and wants to continue our friendship. That was pretty rough, I found myself asking the Lord "WHY, I'm doing everything you asked!"
On top of that their were two strikes here in Deutschland and their trains
haven't worked all week! And our investigator from the USSR had to start working
with other missionaries because he doesn't speak German.
As I sat there
questioning what we needed to do next on Friday afternoon, I had a thought we
should go 40 minutes to Alzenau. Elder Bulkley said it was fine, so we walked
outside to the bus stop and realized we had 15 minutes before our train left, as
we started worrying all the sudden a bus showed up. Then we showed up to the
train, rode the train to Alzenau. Went to go visit someone but they weren't
home. We started wondering why did we even come here, then I we realized that
one of the members daughters was playing in the street. We prayed and realized
we needed to go and visit this family, so we stopped by for 5 minutes asked them
how we could help and then left. It felt kind of pointless but then we got on
our train to head back and had to make a connection. We were running to catch
the train, but realized we were 5 minutes late and had to wait another 30
minutes. But as we walked up to the terminal, the train was there! it was 5
minutes late. What a miracle and we realized that we had fulfilled whatever the Lord needed us to do there in Alzenau.
All weekend I was wondering what we going
to do because we really didn't have anyone to teach anymore. Then Elder Bulkley
told me that we need to have more faith when we go out when we find. So on
Sunday. yesterday we went out believing we could find people. We went and did
some doors, and as I rang one of the doors and began to speak I said, "We are
missionaries, we have a message about Jesus Christ," and then I said randomly
about eternal families. The man on the other end said "Sure come up." We met him on the doorstep
and he looked depressed he told us that he had lost his wife 5 months ago and
that it has been hard so for him. It gave me the opportunity to look at him and
tell him that he could see his wife again because we believe in eternal
families. He said he wanted to set up another appointment with us!!! That never
happens here in Germany!! I felt so good walking down the stairs, later that day
we found 2 other people that gave us phone numbers for contact. What a day full
of miracles!
The one thing I do know is that Jesus Christ lives! And this is
his work here on the earth today. Missionaries probably make him laugh because
we are always asking him what our purpose is, what do we need to do and then we
questions why we don't see success. Then he gives us a miracle and then as Elders we say "Oh we shouldn't have been asking why this whole time, because we have been
doing it all alone." There are so many times I see miracles happen. I look
up to the sky and a little tear welds up in my eye because I know the Lord is
smiling and saying "Run along Elder White I will catch you when you fall."
Millions shall know Brother Joseph again!!
Elder WHITE